Posted in 2017, anger, blog, blog topics, employment, frustration, life, moods, post a day, thoughts, writing

Barriers.

So, I know I’m only 22 but I feel like I’ve reached a trial and error point in my life. Everything I do and every job I get I don’t feel happy. I don’t feel like it’s what I want and I want to leave. To put it in perspective this is my 3rd day working for this company and those are the thoughts I’m having. 

Granted I’ve only quit quickly once before this and then ended up having a mental breakdown but I don’t want to do it again. I don’t want to feel like a failure for the 2nd time in barely a month. 

BUT with that being said I also don’t want to feel stuck and unhappy anymore. 

———

Now, this post started as a sob story but it turned into somewhat of a success story because thankfully my boss could see the “I quit” splattered across my face and pulled me aside. 

She sat and talked to me for about 10 or so minutes, I can’t honestly remember what she said but I think the fact that someone actually cared and was willing to use their time to help me get through mine. 

So now, the time when I thought I would be bawling in my car, I am calm. I still feel unsure but not to the point of making rash decisions. 

Which in all honesty is better then nothing. 

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Drowning minds & sketching fingers.

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